just a thought: #1

by iren monkey

The main thing to learn about people is that everyone changes.  Some for the better, some for the worse.  My biggest issue with that is when someone so right can become so wrong in a matter of seconds, minutes, days, weeks, months, years, or decades…and all the time that you invested can go from a great investment to a terrible waste.  In those moments of clarity do you ever see me hope that time stood still…so those instances of perfection could last as close to forever as we desire.  During those heavy disappointments do i wake up and realize that it was all truly a dream because to be that sickeningly happy couldn’t possibly last forever in reality, right?  That’s when i recognize that heaven’s got to be a real place.  Because there’s gotta be something better than this bullshit on earth.